black and white

Posted: 11/11/2008 in house, learning, life, spiritual growth

i ask god to make it black and white 

cut and dry

without a doubt

i want OBVIOUS!

 

i search and search

nothing

search again

nothing

search some more

zilch zero zip

 

i hits me

how much blacker can it get?

black is black

 

i must stop asking if this is it

he’s made it obvious

he’s going to push me over the edge if i don’t jump myself

i think of scenarios – i’d much rather jump myself

the jump is still terrifying

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